For some reasons, I hate myself, but at the same time I love myself.. I don't know why.. I'm so foolish that I can't even think for other people's welfare.. haist..

I can't think of others but I'm harting myself too much that it kept me so naive that my dreams will someday be true.. but in reality I'm not trying anything to make it happen. I was learning but forgetting.. I just can't stand myself.. I know what to do.. but.. but but but but..